All throughout middle school and high school I was definitely the “fat friend.” Not the ugly friend with bad acne and a weird middle part, but most definitely the “fat friend.” I had a lot of friends growing up and everyone else was always tinier, prettier and was able to wear an A-cup bra.As a freshman in high school I was on the junior varsity dance team and I couldn’t have loved it more.I used to generally be drawn to fat men and prefer to date them because I didn't want to date anyone who was smaller than me or had a much fitter body than me; it was a total attraction killer.Saturday, June 21, 2008, PM To be honest, I really can't help but to be attracted to muscles!
And I find my self constantly attracted to bigger guys. In fact the greatest love of my life was only 6'2" and 325 pounds and everyday I saw him I just became more and more attracted to him. If he is confident with who he is and makes me feel good that's the best!Some of you, in fact, have asked me out, or gone out of your way to tell me how attractive I’ve gotten since the last time we talked.I alway appreciate the gestures, but if it wasn’t for you guys, I wouldn’t be where I am today.In fact, you would most likely still be calling me the "fat friend" and not be thinking twice about it. You are all the reason I get compliments about how I look today and how proud so many people are of me. To all the girls who might be the “fat friend” right now, I’m here to tell you that you have to embrace it.Take the comments and whisper chatter about how you look and run them right to the gym.